Sunday, May 13, 2012

MAISHA YA SHULE NA MTAANI KWA JUMLA
Basi tangu hapo maisha yamekuwa magumu sana kwa upande wangu hasa baada ya kuanza shule na kutakiwa kujitegemea katika baadhi ya mambo yangu, maisha yangu karibu yote hasa wakati wa utoto nimeishi hospitali, kiukweli nimeishi maisha magumu sana sikuwa kama watoto wengine wa kawaida nilipenda iwe hivyo lakini kutokana na kuumwa mara kwa mara nilikosa haki zangu za msingi hasa kucheza na watoto wezangu kwanza binafsi niliathirika kisaikolojia kiasi cha kujiona kuwa mimi ni tofauti na wengine nikawa muda mwengine najitenga hasa nilipoanza maisha ya shule hususan shule ya msingi nilisoma shule ambayo tulikuwa tukichapwa sana lakini kulikuwa na sheria kuwa wagonjwa hawachapwi lakini unakuta mwalimu mwengine hajui hivyo ilinilazimu kuvaa alama nyekundu begani kiukweli hali ile ‘it was killing me’ huwezi amini lakini hadi mstarini wagonjwa tulikuwa tukikaa kwenye mistari yetu wenyewe hatukutakiwa kujichanganya na wenzetu ile haikuwa nzuri na kama inaendelea nawashauri waache…


STREET AND SCHOOL LIFE IN GENERAL
Since then my life has been very difficult on my side especially after starting going to school and start doing some things independently, all my life especially when I was akid I spent it in the hospital, honestly I have lived hard life I wasn’t like other normal children, I wanted it to be that way but because of falling sick every now and then I lost my right to play with my fellow children, because I was psychologically affected to the extent of seeing myself different from others so I used to isolate myself especially when I started studying primary education, I studied in a school where sticks were common but there was a law that those who are sick were not allowed to be bitten but sometimes you may find other teach may not be aware of your sickness therefore we had to wore red dots on our shits like a symbol that iam sick, to be that honest I hated that situation and I was killing me inside, u cant believe but even in parade the sufferers were not allowed to stand in a line with others we were lining our own line, if this system still exist in schools I would like to advice them to stop it because they might not know but its kind of discrimination to the students who aren’t healthy…

itaendelea baadaye....

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